examisu ova! [warui warui...i meant 'exam is over!' lol.. ^^"]
kyaa..at last this exam is over and though, i did ask for it [no, i'm not crazy, i just need these so-called minor exams to get me ready for the big one.. ack!] i was dead tired through the nights of preparation for it. and so, today, i spent a little more time lazing in bed and i think, have caught up with my essential ammount of sleep. survived! yatta! ^^ nyaa...i'm actually worried about the results of my literature exam... silly me, not knowing how to answer the very first and very last questions.. -_- but oh well, will await results with that crazy attitude typical of me til the last moment then, accept whatever i get.. lol..drama again..
sa! exams over for now so, enough about that. i'm awake again. alive. from that 'low' i was in, days are looking interesting and worth noticing again. writting, once more, engages me and things of interest to me can once again expect my full concentration when i do them instead of the mechanical way in which i went about a while before. it feels good to be awake though that 'sleep' was done out of no one's accord but my own. this time, i was actually lost but i think i've found my way again. gomen for 'abandoning' all of you... but i guess, this has taught most of you that i'm not an easy person to live with, ne? ^_~ take care, ja!